HERE WE GO AGAIN............AS PROMISED

HERE WE GO AGAIN 2ND DAY IN A ROW WHOOOOOOOOOAAA IM GOING TO TRY NO AS KATHY WATT SAYS DON T TRY, DO POST A NEW BLOG DAILY FOR AT LEASR THE NEXT WEEK AS PER TODDS DIRECTION I HAD ABOUT HALF OF THIS ALREADY TYPED AND THE PHONE RANG AND I GOT TO TALKING TO VATO AND LOST IT FUCK ME RUNNING SO I HAVE TO LEARN TO SAVE IT WHEN I HAVE AN INTERRUPTION DIDN T IT AUTOMATICALLY SAVE IT THE LAST TIMD? I DONT KNOW IF IT DID OR NOT AND I CERTAINLY DON T KNOW WHERE IT IS IF IT DID SO KISS MY ASS AND PLANT A TREE FOR ISREAL ANY WAY IM FIGHTING OFF A COLD SO OF COURSE THERES ALWAYS ROOM FOR DEPRESSION TO CREEP IN AND IT HAS I WANT TO TALK ABOUT GRIEVING WHICH I KNOW EVERYONE DOES DIFFERENTLY BUT I DON T DO WELL WITH DEATH OR GRIEVING I GUESS NO ONE REALLY DOWS HUHHHHH? IT SEEMS LIKE I VE HAD A LOT OF IT THE LAST YEAR BUT LOOSING MY OLDER BROTHER TOM AS REALLY BEEN DIFICULT FOR ME THERE S FIVE YEARS BETWEEN THE THREE STARKER BOYZ TOM TERRY AND TIM YES I HAVE THE MIDDLE CHILD SYNDROME YOU TOO?? LET ME KNOW BUT TOM AND I HAD GROWN MUCH CLOSER OVER THE LAST FEW YEARS HE WAS ALWAYS MY HERO AND PROTECTOR "WHAT CHU CALL HIM??" HE D SAY TO SOME BULLY WHO WAS TORMENTIN ME AS HE PUNCHED HIM OUT !!!! "I LL CALL HIM ANYTHING I WANT BUT YOU CANT" ONCE WHEN WE WERE SITTING AROUND THE KITCHEN TABLE DONG HIS CROSSWORD I ASKED HIM SOMETHING ABOUT ME BEING GAY AND HE SAID "WHAT THE HELL DO I CARE WHO YOU SLEEP WITH?" WHO WILL I WATCH THE GAME SHOWS WITH THIS YEAR? TODD
AND I GUESS ILL HAVE TO PASS ON THE DIFFICULT PUZZLE/GAME I ALWAYS GOT FOR HIM TO CHRIS MY NEPHEW-IN-LAW ILL REALLY MISS TOM THIS CHRISTMAS AND ALWAYS