better today
I'm feeling much better today tomorrow we'll see
it reqally is one day at a time say a prayer for my
friend Ray's little ferrel cat Rocco
love
Tsue
I'm feeling much better today tomorrow we'll see
Martin Luther King had a dream and so do I. I hate this color.....lets try this one yes better even with the cloudy day I"m feeling more like rainbows and am taking the actions to feel better Just had a talk and coffee with my baby Rich he's going to help me with my new digital frame pictures and other various and sundry technical things around 2633 glendale I also got a comment on yesterdays blog from my dear Barb who got me the frame so I am gettin' movin' back to my dream I want to live the rest of my days sober of course but free from anxiety and fear both mental and physical and of course the program gives me the tools do so when I 'm willing to pick them up and use them I've begun to reach out and share my feelings and have already started getting phone calls and email Scott Lee and Barb and am so greatfull for them
Well life does go on with or w/o the blog being posted I just haven't been able to shake this depression as they used to say Betty's got the blues!!!!!!!!! what was that an old kotex or tampon comerrcial when I was in Jr High ??? anyway thank gawd for a sense of humor and the love of two cats and of course my family both blood and Program I'm waiting for my friend "Thee Lady Feederle" as Deni always called him I sure do miss Deni and my brother Tom but as I said life goes on and the longer we live the more people we loose any way John and I are off to Squares
It's been a while since I've written aything but I'v been a low grade funk for a while but I'm working at getting out of it the weather hasnt helped and not working for a few days too much time on my hands I've been speaking a lot and talk to Lee a lot that helps and of course there's always my Rhoda she is the love of my life I hope someone is reading these hence the title I'm off to watch a movie didnt go to Squares
well here we are and I'v allready broken all three of my resolutions to eat better better persoonal hygene and out of bed by noon and to post a DAILY blog well we just keep trudging huh??? Wean is still hiding out I thot he had gotten out and searched outside for him for hours then he came strolling out of the closset literally, as he is not gay....hates being kissed all the time oh well the rain three days of storms predicted has started so I'm in for the night except for a visit to Ralphs Tomorrow I'm off to San Diego with Thee Lady Feederle to spean at their big Sat nite AA meeting I will go to any lengths for my ego errrr i mean sobriety
HAPPY NEW YEAR